I know that we will never be anything even though we are so good for each other after hours perfect places for hands to touch and thoughts to go to in the dark   -but the idea is so nice  

I used to be addicted to you relapsing over and over until I decided to be strong I took big sips of black coffee stronger than your intoxicating presence and I detoxed until you were out of my bloodstream and out of my head   as time went by I felt lighter and free better […]

he tells me that I smell like raspberries and taste like strawberries and that he likes it   he misses me when he’s asleep even though I’m right there next to him   this is playing pretend but the kind that feels so good   oh no not this not again I didn’t think i’d […]

I can recall every single syllable you’ve ever chained together and told me but it’s a blessing and a curse because you whisper what should be yelled and you can’t help but cringe every time I say something I didn’t mean to with my hand over my mouth a millisecond later trying to shove my […]